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Sunday, December 13, 2009
10:27 PM
Mio is so fucked up. Like totally!
the last day of school ! Then we'll be having 3weeks of holidays !! Damn shiok. I'm so freaking tired like eveyrday. But I'm damn unhappy now cus there's Maths module now and Chem UT tmr \0/ I never study for chem and maths always needs alot of thinking and somehow I'm mentally drained alr. I just wna stay at home with Babylove and just do nothing and watch movies. slack our whole day away.   Last monday during breaks with Babylove :D  Jesie and Me ! <3 She's my twin. She like to say : "She's my twin you know. The difference is only that I'm black, she white. I'm tall, she's short. I'm fat, she's skinny." HAHAHAHAHAHA ! and apparently she's wearing heels at that point of time, she's not that big afterall!  Babylove ! Toally in love with his silly blur look. Damn cuteeeeeeee. I wanna snuggle up to him now.  On Wednesday I guess. went to hougang after Cognitive UT to trim my eyebrows :D anyway take a look at what I found recently in my old blog   Taken idk how many years ago at this time of the year. My bro;s birthday just pass 2 days ago and I happen to find this picture.  Ignore the very ahlian pose and awkward glasses. Taken when I was 15. Main point is, my legs look fucking skinny compared to now sial ! WHA LAO, I really wna slim down. Feel so fat now! Somehow, I'm damn affected by what people say. Evrytime I meet old friends or people whom I never meet up for quite some time. The first thing they said was EH YOU LOOK FAT or YOU LOOK DAMN BIG SIZE or whatever to associate with FAT. You now how it feels when you are so ready to meet people and you're feeling all happy and the first thing people tell you is you look fat. C'mon I agree I am fatter compared to last time. But I don't think I'm fat to the point where the same people have to remind me the issue that I'm fat. Each time they see me, they tell me. I feel like going up to them and shake them so hard to let them know that I FUCKING KNOW I GREW FATTER. YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME CONSTANTLY. YOU MADE THE COMMENT ONCE THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'M HUMAN AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. I'M THAT FUCKING SENSITIVE AND I HATE PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT EH YOU'RE FAT ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Therefore I hate meeting old friends I don't like the comments made. I avoid every chance to have social events with them exculding some of them I still look forward to like this coming Wednesday. (:  I only feel appreciated with Babylove. Babylove always give in to me no matter what. He somehow managed to notice stuff that I said which happen to be damn long ago which I forgot myself.  I've been showing him unneccessary foul attitudes recently. But he kept quiet and still try to make me happy. It wasn't his fault at all. But I was being soo unreasonable. I vent everything out on him.  I rmb, the other day I ignored him almost half of the day, he called me and he said something which make me damn fucking touched. I am very sure that no one and not even my parents made me felt this touched. He told me that he never ignored me when I was talking or doing anything cus I once made this comment before we got tgt... Cus I was talking and nobody was listening to me and I turn to him and just randomly said... Wha lao I always talk nobody want to listen one ley *then I sulked* Just that mere sentence, made me not ignored me. Even when I made him angry or when I was obviously in the wrong. He still never ignore me. Only till then I realise, that no matter what happen He seriously never ignore me at all. So what right do I have to ignore such a wonderful guy.  This is the wonderful guy that always try to make me happy. Thank you for everything you've given to me. I love you Sebastian Foo !
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 Hi peeeps! Here's a little bout me. I'm 19 this year. I don't look like my age & sometimes I don't act like my age too. I mad love the name Matilda, I'm gna call my daughter tht! I have extremely lots of grey hair for a young girl like me. I am very stubborn and can get very unreasonable at times ;p Studying in Republic Poly ; Pharmaceutiacal Science Ultimate Frisbee is my passion. I enjoy every moment i have with the 175g plastic <3 Okay one last thing, I love my boyfriend! (you can multiply it by a infinite time):D My dearest Babylove ♥
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